Long weekends bug me as I cant bring my self up to do anything. My thoughts are still numb from last nights soulfights. To many drinks and too much bad thinking.
Trying to run away from the past towards the future out of the current unbearable situation on the rock. I am alone because I am weird and thats a fact. People address me as an FreakGeek or CoreNerd well, they are right but apparently I dont care. I did care many times for years I suffered while others kept their lives simple but happy. I asked questions others would never think about, address my point of view not going with the mainstream. But what was the gain out of it?
--> Seriously not happiness but suffer!
--> Should I have lingered as they did having a very simple but happy life?
Well the answer is probably "MY LIFE MADE ME" and I am ok with it!
Easy as that-- well well - can tell!
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